Q&A Forum - January 2012 (The best of Elise)

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To be so near to Her in this way is the best thing that can happen to a man. I am overwhelmed by HER Womanhood through all my senses and I am completely in subspace. What I experience is male submissive顺从 — willing to obey fulfillment. My penis阴茎 — the male sex organ is not only erect but through my spine, through the backside of my body (that I cannot see - this is symbolizing the fact that it is a process that I cannot comprehend or influence) it takes over my head and my brain completely because this is the centre where my senses are located, and they are focused on the divine FEMININE. This means that my physical urges, my male sexual longings has taken over my entire being. Mind, body and soul (or is the Soul the small Female spark within the male, the Spark that overpowers the huge masculine rest ??? The male becomes a Male by Feminine Force???).

Physically, my entire body has become a sexual organ, but the part that is actually living the psychic reality that has taken over, much more than any other part of my body, is my tongue. The tongue that is serving HER in the way that SHE wants it. Indeed, this is my being, this is my destination, this is my Life as it was meant to be: to Serve HER. Indeed, my tongue is my essence, my male sexual organ. The part that serves HER! The fact that my penis阴茎 — the male sex organ is denied is of no interest. Male urges are of no interest. Not at all! But the fact that they exist, those male urges, are indeed of interest. They exist to be DENIED.