Q&A Forum - May 2010 (The best of Elise)

Screen 42 of 59

Your pornographic addiction is separate from your submissive顺从 — willing to obey desires but you have mixed the two within your psyche. You embarked on a journey of self-exploration through the world of pornography. You were trying to satisfy your innermost nature, you were trying to find yourself. Your journey eventually led you to female domination. Unfortunately, the female domination lifestyle is expressed often in the form of graphic eroticism which to some is pornography. Therefore, your addiction was being fed at the same time as you were coming into some positive knowledge about yourself and your nature. It is little wonder you were conflicted. You came into the knowledge of some good and positive realizations about yourself but they were perverted by your pornographic addiction.