Real Life Stories - Page 10

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Perhaps our lives as parents are just too demanding now for me to expect Naomi to want to get back to where we were in 1994 as much as I'd like to go back to that. It may not be realistic. But I also think that once again, Naomi felt that the loss of her job occured in part for her being punished by God for enjoying sexual deviance (whereas I believe in a femdom女性支配 — female domination God who smiles wide at such behavior).

But I miss that totality of comittment between us because it fit us so well. Furthermore, the older I get, the more I need it as an aphrodisiac. She does not slip as comfortably into the dominant role, nor I into the submissive顺从 — willing to obey role, as we used to, and we aren't able to go as deep. My fantasies remain the same. Cuckholding, especially. But she wishes to play that game less than she used to.