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Therefore, Gretchen forced the CFA (Compulsory Flush Apparatus) tube in his throat and she took her seat upon the toilet. She administered a brown shower (and a large one at that) directly into his mouth. I stood near by and I observed him gagging which he did not do at all when I administered my brown shower to him. I gave Gretchen the signal and she used the CFA to force him to swallow so he would not gag. She did this each time he got a mouth full as he would not swallow on his own. I noticed that he had totally lost his erection.

When she was done, we released him and had him shower and clean himself up. Gretchen and Angela left us alone and I had a counseling session with him to record his thoughts about the session. I had a number of follow up sessions with him and he confessed that his desire to be a human toilet was still there but that he doubted if he would ever follow through with an actual SCAT session again. The fantasy still excites him but the thought of actually doing it now repulses him. I told him that it is Ok to have the fantasy but that it is a positive sign that he now realizes that some fantasies should stay fantasies only. The desire is not the problem but the desire acted upon is what can cause harm.