Real Life Stories - Page 3

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My problem arises later while I sleep. I experience "wet dreams" as a result of watching them, which is obviously not acceptable and is met with sharp disapproval. I would like to learn how to contain myself without the aid of a device if possible. It is only during sleep that I am unable to manage the urge. I admit that I am tempted. But they have told me it demonstrates respect precisely because it is so difficult for men to resist. My enjoyment comes from whatever pleases them. I am burdened with the usual male frustration, but it's a burden I am happy to endure to show my respect. I wouldn't say I'm humiliated by it, though it does remind me of my own deficiencies, both physical and emotional. It is a humbling experience to be sure. I get a sense of purpose in my life. It is difficult for me to articulate, but I feel contentment in the relationship. I am finally comfortable with myself because I know I am doing what I was meant to do.

Elise's response:

I am glad to hear that this arrangement is fulfilling for you. That is the most important thing. It sounds like you need to have an open discussion with both ladies about how you feel guilty when you have to choose between them and their assigned tasks. It is important to keep an open and honest line of communication open. I am sure these ladies love having you around and I feel that they would be willing to work something out.