Real Life Stories - Entries for July 2009

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On New Years Eve, Colin, his brother and I went to Bournemouth (I choose) for a party in a hotel, during the day we were shopping – and had an ironic situation where I bought him a coat – whilst he was waiting outside the shop! I also bought him some ladies boots. Being in control works, it feels nice and I thoroughly recommend it but where do I go from here? Sometimes I feel a bit guilty about saying “no” to Colin. I’ve got feelings that I would like to dress him up as a baby in a diaper which I have shared with him – I like that idea, I’ve tried a grievance book but it’s never got off the ground.

But what really prompted this letter is that the other week he said I was “bossy” and a “bully”. I wouldn’t let him join a race horse club. I got annoyed told him to burn the letters he had written saying he likes me to be dominant and that I’d stop treating him like a child. Later, he apologized and I came around and we’re now back to “normal” though he can blow hot and cold on this issue. The Jeanie is out the bottle though as I love being in control, on Saturday we were going out and bought him a new shirt and tie. He said he didn’t want to wear the tie. I said, “Look, you don’t have to wear the tie but if I wanted you to, you would.”