Real Life Stories - Entries for March 2005

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After some repetitions of the experience, I grew intrigued at Peter's reactions to my pretend domming, and I judiciously turned it up a bit. He never once showed a negative reaction. Mind you, pretty much all I did was talk to him and order him around in a mock sexy voice. I thought it was fun, but then one night I truly got hooked. For some reason we went at it with a bit less humor that night, and I came to the realization that he truly was submitting to me. And the way he answered a couple of probing questions amazed me, but almost frightened me, to the point that I backed off that night. The way I see it now, I had just observed Peter in real subspace for the first time.

Though I backed off, with a little time, the power intrigued me, and I found myself attempting to do it again. I began testing Peter during our sessions and any time he questioned what I was doing, I found it easy to back off a tiny bit and convince him it was all play. I had no trouble getting him into subspace again, and by happenstance even did a little bit of what you refer to as psychoanalysis. The realization that I could get him to tell me absolutely anything may have been what finally drew me in completely. It's definitely heady.