Real Stories - November 2021

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All the while I retained my sexual desires about dominant women and I continued to masturbate alone fantasizing about this. As the years passed I increasingly found this more exciting than having vanilla普通性爱 — sex without kink sex with my wife our sexual activity reduced to a fairly low frequency. My wife told me later that she also found a need to masturbate alone because she could not rely on me to satisfy her. I’m very ashamed of this now. It’s clear that our marriage would have reached crisis point and we might have parted if things had carried on this way. Luckily, I chanced upon your site and the Disciplinary Wives Club site.

I read avidly. What a revelation, what a relief! I can tell you I was often left shaking with emotion and excitement as I learned that I was not alone with my guilty secret, and my shame moderated. Your site explained so much which fitted my persona and my submissive顺从 — willing to obey feelings, and I learned that it might be possible to embrace these activities within a loving marriage.