Real Life Stories - Female Domination and Untraditional Marriages

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Our sex life (I use the term "our" loosely) is quite different from before, its just as frequent if not a lot more. She has always been sexually dominant in our relationship, she wastes no time in telling me how and how often I should be giving her what kind of sex she wants. It feels like it is "only" about her but I guess I know that's just the way it should be. Besides submitting to her strap-on穿戴式假阳具 — a toy penis worn in a harness, I have to give her oral sex where and when she wants it but she's always had a strong desire for penetrative sex. To get this she puts a strap-on穿戴式假阳具 — a toy penis worn in a harness on me and achieves it that way. I really love having intercourse and it used to be that on my release days, she would have intercourse with me but now she doesn't give me that option anymore. I am only allowed either to masturbate in front of her or she gives me a hand job. She has also removed the option of her giving me oral sex. She's even told me that she likes the dildo假阳具 — a toy shaped like a penis better because there is no mess afterwards.

I am pretty sad when she tells me that. But as I have read here and from what she has taught me sex is only for her enjoyment and not mine. There is still a part of me that is having a hard time accepting it but I guess I'll just have to. I don't know, I just feel so confused sometimes.