Real Life Stories - Female Domination and Untraditional Marriages

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I know that Female Supremacy is about the woman being first and the man's needs are unimportant, what ever she says goes and I'm supposed to completely surrender my will to her. I know that. I thought I could live with it but it just doesn't feel right to me sometimes and maybe it hasn't in a long time. I know that it's not supposed to bother me that my feelings in this relationship aren't as important as hers because she is the wife and I'm only the male but it can really bother me sometimes. But I know, I dare not show her that it bothers me sometimes. I know what kind of discipline I would deserve if I did. But I used to have "some" say at least.

The only place I feel relaxed anymore is when I spend weekends at my parents place, it's also the only place I am allowed to go for an extended period of time without her and even then I have to "check in" frequently. I guess it's just natural for me to feel this way. I'm afraid to talk to her about it because I know it will make her angry. I know I can't leave her, I feel like I really can't be without her for to long. If only she would be a little nicer to me sometimes, I feel like I am always afraid of her. She does tell me that she loves me and she does like kissing me still so I guess that should be enough. It's like I never do anything right and maybe I guess I don't. But not all the time.