A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner gave me her detailed evening menu and dispatched me to prepare supper. During supper she told me that tomorrow night she would be eating alone and I would eat after her. We didn’t make any real eye contact while we were eating and it’s just as well. I was fighting back the tears, on the verge of losing it; it was all so emotionally overwhelming for me. She was going to that most innermost, submissive顺从 — willing to obey part of me and stroking it, caressing it, then pinching and scratching it with those elegantly manicured nails. I was a fucking mess. I wonder if she knew it.

After the meal was over and I had cleaned the kitchen I went to stand before her. She pointed to a place on the floor, across the room, and told me to take my bottle of water and go sit over there and make myself comfortable. She watched TV and thumbed through magazines and I just sat there, very still, very confused, but very happy and content. After a while she called me over to work on her feet. I was a slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience to her and I was loving it.