A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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I was fully erect once again and she surprised me by telling me that she was going to allow me an orgasm高潮 — the sexual climax. Usually I have them in degrading ways which entertain her. But tonight I am allowed to be intimate with her. She took her breasts乳房 — a woman's chest and rubbed them over my penis阴茎 — the male sex organ and told me I could cum whenever I wanted. Usually I have to wait for her command but tonight I didn’t have to concentrate on her words. I could just relax and cum when I was ready. It didn’t take long and I exploded all over her breasts乳房 — a woman's chest. However, my orgasms高潮 — the sexual climax are no longer pleasurable, even when permitted such an intimate way. The long denial process makes my orgasms高潮 — the sexual climax feel like hot pins shooting from my penis阴茎 — the male sex organ and it is a little painful. The buildup is heavenly but the payoff is hell.

I thanked my Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner for such a wonderful night and she gave me a big kiss. I love her so much and I am thankful everyday to be married to such a Goddess女神 — a woman treated as divine.

Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner informed me that she is being interviewed for Elise Sutton’s Predominant. She wants me to find a few entries from my journal which can accompany her interview. She also wants me to write my thoughts about being a cuckolded husband. Elise requested that I talk not only about what I love about it but to record my thoughts about what I don’t like about it. I am to dig deeply to find my feelings. She asked if I had any regrets.