A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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I have gotten accustomed to my wife’s sexual liberation. I guess there was always that fear that my wife would find a guy she likes better than me and would decide to run off with him. Now that she has regular sex with other men but always returns home to me, I am secure about the situation. She is like a Goddess女神 — a woman treated as divine to me and I am resigned to the fact that I am not worthy of her, but she chooses to be with me, and that makes me feel good about myself. Other men find my wife desirable but she lives with me. I am no longer permitted to have traditional intercourse with my wife but that makes her more special in my eyes. She is my Goddess女神 — a woman treated as divine first and my wife second, and a slave奴隶 — a person kept in total obedience is not worthy to fuck a Goddess女神 — a woman treated as divine. I am permitted to worship崇拜侍奉 — adoring service her body and to bring her pleasure that way, and that is more special to me than intercourse.