Real Stories - September/October 2007

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Well, she’d certainly didn’t appear to have any inhibitions at all. In fact, she was instantly unerringly realistic in her role and very early on in the session, I began to realize that this lovely creature had a cruel, sadistic streak in her nature and actually appeared to get a great deal of pleasure tormenting submissive顺从 — willing to obey male flesh. It seemed beyond belief that this previously apparently rather serene and congenial young lady could become so realistic in a role where cruelty and torture were the main components.

I also began to realize with mounting alarm, that I, for the first time ever, having not imagined it to be especially important under the circumstances and not wanting to inhibit the poor girl, had not discussed exactly what I meant by 'torture'. I just didn’t want to confuse her with a long list of all my likes and dislikes. I remember being a bit surprised that she hadn't asked, just nodding her head when I went through the scene I wanted - and so I was rather anticipating a sort of gentle, compassionate torture being practiced on me. And, of course, it also hadn’t occurred to me to set up my usual system of special signals to indicate what was happening was too severe – and now it was too late.