Real Stories - November/December 2006

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Another somewhat embarrassing thing is that she demands I wear a chastity belt贞操带 — a locked garment that blocks sex which I am sure you know only serves to heighten my desires because I cannot even relieve myself. I am not a virgin but have not had sex for nearly a year now.

All the times I tried to relay my feelings of desperation and desire to her, she would simply smile and kiss me as if to say "it’s normal, please deal with it". Thing is I want to deal with it like a man but do not know how at this point. Sometimes I am not sure if she is teasing me or punishing me.

I even tried suggesting she could reciprocate with some oral sex if she did not feel like normal sex or if she is not ready for normal sex. To my surprise, she said with a smile that she do not enjoy giving it. Her contact with my private parts is minimal.

One day after returning from her date, I asked her what will it take for her to consider allowing me the honor of having sex with her? I half expected her to brush it off as normal but to my surprise she asked me how badly I wanted to sleep with her. I said I would do anything. She then revealed that she just saw her lover and had sex for the last time as they had broken off. I could sense that she was sad and my heart went out to her. I went up to her and hugged her.