A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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The day passed uneventfully and Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner came home. We had a simple supper, watched some TV then went to bed. I am trying, for my part, to maintain and hold up my service, submissive顺从 — willing to obey, obedience end of the Fem DOM martial equation but I am not seeing any of the overt domination that I so desperately crave.

21 January 2005 (Fri.): I saw Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner off to work as usual, fixed her tea, her breakfast and her lunch. I guess I will start on my usual Friday housecleaning.

I changed into my pink, padded floral bra, my short, blue and white maid女仆 — a woman servant’s dress, added some nylons丝袜 — sheer stockings and my round-toed stocky 5” heels with the 1” platform. These are good “working” shoes for a day of maid女仆 — a woman servant housework. They have a stout and stocky, yet 5” heel so they are definitely “high” heels. Of course I am still in chastity禁欲 — being kept from orgasm, day number 18.

Dressed in my slutty maid女仆 — a woman servant attire I started cleaning house. I always start with Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner’s bathroom and bedroom, giving them the utmost care and attention to detail. I love the fact that Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner has her own bedroom and bathroom. I like going into her bedroom in the morning and catching the faint lingering scent of her perfume (Chanel).

I spent the entire morning cleaning bathrooms and toilets, vacuuming, dusting, cleaning mirrors and glass. I cleaned house then ran some errands. Mistress女主人 — a woman who leads a submissive partner wanted to go out for supper so I wore some nice slacks and a sweater for that. She picked me up on her way home from work and we went out to supper.