A submissive顺从 — willing to obey husband's Journal

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Most of the people we know who got married around the same time we did are divorced. I often wonder if we would have gone the same way had we not found female domination. My wife says that she was losing interest in sex about the time we experimented with female domination. The D&S made sex exciting for both of us. It placed sex as a high priority in our lives when we could have thrown ourselves totally into our careers.

Consequently, I would not say I have regrets. I would say that I am challenged more in this type of relationship. The former was easier and this is harder from an emotional standpoint. My wife’s authority, which makes me uncomfortable at times, constantly challenges my emotions and character and I must be honest, during those uncomfortable times, I may long for the old life. However, I realize that growth comes when you are challenged and I am a much better person and a much better husband today than I was in the old life. This has been a cleansing process and some old and negative emotions have been purged by this process.